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last night’s オカズ:

[Lonely Church (鈴音れな)] こわくまをわからせる!

i think if i had to die… then getting eaten by traptrix sera wouldn’t be a bad way to go…! also aware players will notice the problem with this situation as depicted in the cover:^)

I woke up at 01:30 this morning but instead of busting another nut… What if I just woke up for real and lifted?

Whoaaaaaaaa amazing dude now you’re really doing it for your own benefit instead of being like “nah i dont feel like it”. Is this character growth and development!? Even more so when I’m sore from all the other previous lifting…! It’s easy to skip/pass when you’re sore because you’ll want to wait until you’re not sore anymore to do it… but keep going!

Reps for 135×5 155×5 175×5 105x10x5 but even though the sets for 10 reps seem pretty light… I’m gassed at the 7th rep and have to breathe for a bit to catch up. mmmm so out of shape

another day of failing to flip eggs successfully

Think I need to work on portioning food out since half way through that plate of breakfast I was like nah cant eat anymore. So I brought it to work! Hooray for not paying for lunch. I usually think like oh yeah I can eat this much but then oh this would also be good to add and then it goes overboard! Although all this lifting makes me hungry ;_; at least I’m back down from when I pigged out on Friday. hooray

Getting some new lifting shoes since my current pair is like 10 years old. and if i’m going to attempt to take it seriously then maybe having new shoes will make me more excited to slip them on and get lifting! but do they really have to cost 200 tendies? …….nyes you get what you pay for ok and if the pair lasts another 10 years… not bad?

The new intern at work has been hounding me for work and HONESTLY it takes more time for me to explain what the fuck to do for someone completely brand new AND considering the fact that he’ll be gone in a month… but I showed him some stuff and I’ll spend more time on him this week so I better see a return on investment on my time…! At the very least I’m really happy he can at least navigate file explorer and where downloaded files are. Are my standards too low? perhaps! but I feel like zoomies these days dont know anything about PCs since they use their phones and shit so we’ll take what we can get.

good enough. i’m happy with my 3.7% deal in rate though (:

ok i’m really tired now after being awake for 20 hours! hopefully I can sleep more than 3 hours tonight. good luck have fun

https://tenhou.net/0/?log=2026062319gm-0029-0000-9e14855a&tw=2

https://naga.dmv.nico/htmls/report_viewer.html?report_id=49f7e6dd2118b3a94cdd1829284904a38f99872b650fc0b63fef38f29fcd1f28v2_2&tw=2

quit fucking around at 3+ shanten vs riichi

hell yeah i counted it right in 2 seconds

quit it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I didn’t wanna chi 8p and 2p slide to reveal 36p as my tenpai but maybe it’s better anyway…?

but what if i get 130s? I guess we still cut the bird

JUN CHAN SAN SHOKU ONLY!!!! xia lets me get to chanta if i need to take a discount :^)

(side quest: am i the stupid one for wanting 4shanten junchan sanshoku here (18m8p7s) vs 3 shanten pinfu itsu (168m3s after cutting 9p)? we have easier path to possible haneman since we need points. plus its easier to call and get 3:30 vs open ittsu being 1:30. or maybe i’m a just a big dreamer and not grounded in reality? at the very least you can cut 2s first instead of breaking the 79p kanchan and keep the sanshoku alive along with ittsu while keeping 0s acceptance)

true why are we holding 5m dump that shit

FULL OFFENSE we have a haneman to get

yippee

damn. sandshoku? I guess we keep 7s acceptance and 3m draw doesn’t do too much for us here. stop keeping ryantan shapes when we have a pair!

4z is more genbutsuey vs everyone else than 89m so let’s be more defense oriented given our lead

I figured I dont really wanna push against shimocha being tenpai because it’s probably some dumb shit where he has 77s inside for dora 3 and i toss the lead stupidly again so i pass!

let’s pretend the 1p is isolated because i have pairs already

tfw even with the EASIEST HANDS EVER i still have a 6.8% bad hand rate! eboy_ sama i kneel…

yesterday’s オカズs:

[ESSENTIA (藤真拓哉)] 門主様のおもてなし / [もちもちわんこ堂 (しろろん餅。)] 拗らせマゾセイアにしこたま搾られる話 / [Lonely Church (鈴音れな)] 生意気メスガキ催眠配信

if you sleep early and wake up in the middle of the night before your designated wake-up time, just bust another one! genius

bitch doesn’t know how to flip some god damn eggs correctly

pineapple goes on pizza btw

$217 of groceries. This is life in Donald Trump’s America!! This also means I better not pay to eat out this week for lunch at work :^)

I like the blue eggs cause their yolks are a deeper shade of yellow than the normal egg yolks that are bright yellow. That probably means there’s more nutrients in it…? Well, they say you are what you eat… so go big…! (I’m made of coke Icees then ;_;)

Also my doctor said to keep the red meat down. Yeah sorry a life spent not eating cows is a life not worth living even with cunny. Pour one out for the indians

Today I actually got up and went outside to play with the barbell and then take a walk outside!! (disclaimer: this was after turning on the pc and fucking around). Somehow I think being able to play runescape makes me goof off less since there’s a clearly defined end point to when the goofing off ends after doing my birdhouse and herb run which takes at most 15 minutes. Whereas if I have a web browser open it’s way easier to piss away 30+ minutes in one go.

One factor that probably helps is there is no “rng” in goofing off in runescape for 15 minutes since I know exactly what I’m getting done in it and nothing else – whereas looking on the internet you need that dopamine hit and if you didn’t find a good post or good video or a good post of a cute anime girl (i heard swimsuit kisaki dropped) then you gotta keep on going until you find something good! Then if you found something good you gotta share it with all of your buddies in the (most likely nsfw) chat! and the cycle continues!

anyway I just have to be a good boy for the rest of my life then everything else will fall into place. wow so easy

last night’s オカズ:

[Lonely Church (鈴音れな)] 生意気令嬢に催眠調教3.5

tfw they turned off the hypnosis app halfway through and she’s yelling and screaming ):

more eggbeef but i forgot to season the beef so i drowned it in ketchup

and some corned beef from the fam

more beverage

so close… yet so far………………………………………………

today’s bench press: 100×5 115x5t 135×5 80x10x5

I was gonna take a walk with my phone but then I was like omg do I really need to do this with my phone so I left without and run walked instead. Granted the “running” portion is like 30-45 seconds of moderate speed jogging but since I’m out of shape it beats me up! it can only get better if I keep trying (:

I was looking at what I need to do to ‘progress’ in my runescape character and it’s very time consuming, so I already feel disincentivized from pissing away time at my desk grinding it. for now I’ll leave the subscription to goof off on my commute or if I’m waiting in line for something. I think it’s technically better for the mind to do something dull than to doomscroll refresh shit on the internet.

https://www.dlsite.com/maniax/work/=/product_id/RJ01586101.html

https://xsa.moe/bin/RJ01586101.zip (v1.06)

picked this game up. seems to be a very easy/comfy rpg wheere you run a restaurant and decide to go on an adventure to use monster materials to cook up new dishes. except you can’t fight so you need to befriend cute girls and have them fight for you. unique system is that there’s no exp/level and the stat increases are instead tied to building up affection with each girl. comfy and cute but nothing too serious… should be ok to relax with. at least the speech is very easy to understand unlike the last game i tried. (:

last night’s オカズ:

[Lonely Church (鈴音れな)] 生意気令嬢に催眠調教3

I like how the number of hearts on the app corresponds to the series #. what happens at #6? Hmm…

i got my first first in tokujoke today! hooray

that’s a 1st place rate of 7.14%. ぱちぱちぱち

looking at my logs without posting in the log review though. maybe I should post again to make sure i’m actually fleshing out my thoughts. I think i need to work harder to get consistent 90 naga score since even with high 80s I am definitely not making any ground here. I feel like there’s no room to breathe with everyone throwing down row 1 riichis every round. It’s crazy! How am i supposed to compete in here, let alone make it to houou?

the universal sign for choking. help

I think normally I’d be like awwwwwwwwwwwww I didn’t get 1st I’m shit but you know what nah I played a good game. Except for the 3s tsumogiri. teehee

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I accidentally right clicked twice on the 3s discard so I chucked my own 3s with it. Though if I called chi on the 3s the riichis here would look very different…

My brother’s co-worker came back from Wisconsin and brought these back from a Quik-Trip. Dare I say… it’s actually good?

Yes, I dipped it too. wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee 330 calories well spent

chicken bread and vietnamese yogurt. I specifically used less mayo!

some costco roast or pot roast beef thing. it’s pretty nice, but you get more mash than beef if you are concerned about proportions

and today in bad ideas: what if I could play osrs and take walks?

tfw attention span of a gnat

luckily i like really boring stuff like birdhouses and herb runs so we’ll only do agility courses only while taking walks until i get sick of it and realize how dumb this is. this made me get off my ass and take a walk tonight for an hour. let’s freaking gooooooooo

last night’s オカズ:

[Lonely Church (鈴音れな)] 生意気令嬢に催眠調教 // [Lonely Church (鈴音れな)] 生意気令嬢に催眠調教2

usually hypnosis app is kind of lame/cheesy, but maybe its more palatable if the brat is an asshole and deserves it. though i guess that’s also just the author justifying its use to sell his story…

squats for 100×5 115×5 135×5 80x10x5

well i’m about to get kicked out of tokujou after only 10 games! i guess i really am shit at mahjong… i figured with my naga ratings being stronger than my last rodeo in tokujou i’d be able to tread water for a little bit but i guess i can’t… that’s why you shouldn’t try to place any self value in something rng based… so because we are feeling down the only thing to do is to overeat and feel like shit afterwards!

a sandwich

too much food

its so over. weigh in is going to be like +6 lbs over last week from all the salt :^) gg dude

[没後 (RYO)] シスターちゃんすりーぷれす。

i really like these nuns/sisters. also banger daki here sheesh

beefegg

vietnamese sandwich 1 with fish cake

vietnamese sandwich 2 with… pork thing

i got back to tokujoke but it is tough sledding in there! though it’s exciting to know im playing against more skilled people than trying to avoid being luckshit on in jade room. probably spent too much time fascinated with that today. let’s just play a few games per day and then move on with the day because we can’t spend all day goofing off (we already did today though oh noooooooooooooo)

last night’s オカズ:

[ノラネコノタマ (雪野みなと)] よるべのないしのんちゃん後編

i was gonna say please don’t do this in real life… but after thinking about it… that probably applies to every cunny doujin…?

Overhead press 75×5 85×5 100×5 60x10x5. tfw the last reps of the 10 actually gets kinda tiring

the “fitness center” in my work building has some machines we can supplement with, like a lat pulldown machine and a cable machine. maybe we can research some additional things to get

not pictured that i ate: more pistachios

some olives and 3 apple sausages

wanted some ice cream… though maybe we didnt need the large size? bro…………………………………………………………………………………………….

i also can’t get a streak going to rank up in mjs or tenhou! tfw bad. maybe one day i can be decent at this game… sigh…

idk staring down my workload coming due in july has me freaking out a bit. whee. just do what we can day by day i guess. good luck

[wakamaker (ワカメさん)] mutsuki de doutei sutetai

i wish the mesugaki reversal part was cuter instead its just mutsuki getting brutally slammed ):

met up with the former coworker who was able to land a job so ate mexican and caught up with him. they put lettuce in this burrito and i found it quite awkward.

uhh ate too much today gg go next (:

[うつすみおんせん (空住キオ)] うそぶきとドーナッツを持って

I think this artist stopped drawing r-18…. What a rotten way to die…

Ghetto hotdogs featuring aidell’s chicken sausage

We got a jar of pistachios at work. So I helped myself! they seem to be a decent ‘health’ option so lucky me!

I found a year old frozen ground beef in the freezer. I think the texture is not as good fresh but it should be fine. I like either montreal steak seasoning or a blend of salt/pepper/garlic powder that I used to use for beef brisket for flavor. Though perhaps that is a little too much oil to cook with. Maybe I can buy ground beef again; I used to buy USDA Choice steaks but they are somewhat expensive now! Maybe if it’s below $15 a lb we can make it work… otherwise ground beef is like $6.50 or $7.00 a lb @ costco. whee

Here’s some bow looking ass monument. My experience with it was at the first Ingress event called 13Magnus where we all fought over a bunch of portals. Funny to see the people you interact with in the game doing stuff near you but I didn’t personally get to know any of them intimately. Looking back that game made me walk around a lot back when I was in college going around hitting stuff though I’d end up quitting later once they expanded the levels from 8-12 and introducing a cash shop for bonus p2w goodies. It’s most notable for being the predecessor to Pokemon go but for me pokemon ended after the original red/blue. I remember kids playing gold/silver on the bus and talking about ho-oh and lugia but I think I was getting into StarCraft Brood War around that time instead.

Thought about attempting to push more 5rep max but how am I gonna do that if I don’t lift to train? We’ll use these numbers for now and see if we can add weight the month after. yippee

ok let’s see if we can keep a good pc turn off time for no more goofing off!