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last night’s オカズ:

[無道叡智] えっちのスイッチ: カラオケスイッチ

Is the bottom part safe enough? I keep buying this guy’s tanks but I never read any of them. Same goes for fu-ta…

I’m the best at pretending to want to change for a week and a half and falling right back into my old routines! I start the day off thinking ahh I should work and I put it off and then in the blink of an eye the whole day disappears!

There’s a certain story from a series that goes something like, “you have to defeat everyone else to make your wish come true!” so the girls fight really hard against each other and at the end the finally win and have their wish come true… except now they have to live out the previous winner’s life and make that person’s wish come true. If someone had to live in my life and turn it around like I’d want… what would they do? I suppose they’d probably start and throw out all of my cunny goods… oh wait… this thinking exercise completely backfired… no…

well fuck this cunny shit its time to read books about ADULTS idc if my team loses because of it too bad

last night’s オカズ:

[つくてん (円つくも)] Maid Made Married

another wet burrito! this one has all beef inside so i didn’t mind the lettuce on top.

this new chinese supermarket that opened up is all the rage!

picked up some retort pouches and soymilk. the beans and beef tempura are from the japanese grocery store

some night rides on gold striker

and another vietnamese sandwichey

missed my squats better do it tomorrow (:

stayed up late last night from poko… so no okazu!

I guess I don’t really have anything to talk about if I work all day. Boring!

I also keep looking at the figgies I wanna buy. Maybe I should just order it and stop thinking about it. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

I guess it really is over for xsa.moe…

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

last night’s オカズ:

[NNL (メリサン)] 爆走シュポガキ快楽特急 精液生搾り射精づくしツアー

today’s lifts: overhead press 80×5 95×5 105×5 60x10x5

lifting makes me hungrier… so sad…

not pictured: the other 9 games i didn’t win

spent most of the day learning and reading about poko cause of the manosaba collab. very complicated game! makes you think more about what your actions your opponents are taking and then theorizing what they have in the pocket. I did try poker fate for a little bit when that released but I don’t like how the lobby is played as a cash game instead of a single 6-max table to the end. culling players and finishing with heads up is more fun then just joining/leaving at whim. and more importantly, provides you with a rank system based on placement! we’ve seen that one before…

https://fig-memo-r18.site/preorder/196453

https://fig-memo-r18.site/preorder/196431

https://fig-memo-r18.site/preorder/196314

these three cunny figgies are now available for pre-order… i’ll probably get them soon but damn… i don’t wanna spend the money on it…… ahhhh

last night’s オカズ:

[Lonely Church (鈴音れな)] 少女調教日誌。

shoulda thought twice about falling behind on work :^) goodbye real life

tfw lifting makes you hungry

i goofed off too much so now its late and i wanna sleep gg dude

nice blogpost idiot very informative

last night’s オカズ:

[Lonely Church (鈴音れな)] こわくまをわからせる!

i think if i had to die… then getting eaten by traptrix sera wouldn’t be a bad way to go…! also aware players will notice the problem with this situation as depicted in the cover:^)

I woke up at 01:30 this morning but instead of busting another nut… What if I just woke up for real and lifted?

Whoaaaaaaaa amazing dude now you’re really doing it for your own benefit instead of being like “nah i dont feel like it”. Is this character growth and development!? Even more so when I’m sore from all the other previous lifting…! It’s easy to skip/pass when you’re sore because you’ll want to wait until you’re not sore anymore to do it… but keep going!

Reps for 135×5 155×5 175×5 105x10x5 but even though the sets for 10 reps seem pretty light… I’m gassed at the 7th rep and have to breathe for a bit to catch up. mmmm so out of shape

another day of failing to flip eggs successfully

Think I need to work on portioning food out since half way through that plate of breakfast I was like nah cant eat anymore. So I brought it to work! Hooray for not paying for lunch. I usually think like oh yeah I can eat this much but then oh this would also be good to add and then it goes overboard! Although all this lifting makes me hungry ;_; at least I’m back down from when I pigged out on Friday. hooray

Getting some new lifting shoes since my current pair is like 10 years old. and if i’m going to attempt to take it seriously then maybe having new shoes will make me more excited to slip them on and get lifting! but do they really have to cost 200 tendies? …….nyes you get what you pay for ok and if the pair lasts another 10 years… not bad?

The new intern at work has been hounding me for work and HONESTLY it takes more time for me to explain what the fuck to do for someone completely brand new AND considering the fact that he’ll be gone in a month… but I showed him some stuff and I’ll spend more time on him this week so I better see a return on investment on my time…! At the very least I’m really happy he can at least navigate file explorer and where downloaded files are. Are my standards too low? perhaps! but I feel like zoomies these days dont know anything about PCs since they use their phones and shit so we’ll take what we can get.

good enough. i’m happy with my 3.7% deal in rate though (:

ok i’m really tired now after being awake for 20 hours! hopefully I can sleep more than 3 hours tonight. good luck have fun

https://tenhou.net/0/?log=2026062319gm-0029-0000-9e14855a&tw=2

https://naga.dmv.nico/htmls/report_viewer.html?report_id=49f7e6dd2118b3a94cdd1829284904a38f99872b650fc0b63fef38f29fcd1f28v2_2&tw=2

quit fucking around at 3+ shanten vs riichi

hell yeah i counted it right in 2 seconds

quit it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I didn’t wanna chi 8p and 2p slide to reveal 36p as my tenpai but maybe it’s better anyway…?

but what if i get 130s? I guess we still cut the bird

JUN CHAN SAN SHOKU ONLY!!!! xia lets me get to chanta if i need to take a discount :^)

(side quest: am i the stupid one for wanting 4shanten junchan sanshoku here (18m8p7s) vs 3 shanten pinfu itsu (168m3s after cutting 9p)? we have easier path to possible haneman since we need points. plus its easier to call and get 3:30 vs open ittsu being 1:30. or maybe i’m a just a big dreamer and not grounded in reality? at the very least you can cut 2s first instead of breaking the 79p kanchan and keep the sanshoku alive along with ittsu while keeping 0s acceptance)

true why are we holding 5m dump that shit

FULL OFFENSE we have a haneman to get

yippee

damn. sandshoku? I guess we keep 7s acceptance and 3m draw doesn’t do too much for us here. stop keeping ryantan shapes when we have a pair!

4z is more genbutsuey vs everyone else than 89m so let’s be more defense oriented given our lead

I figured I dont really wanna push against shimocha being tenpai because it’s probably some dumb shit where he has 77s inside for dora 3 and i toss the lead stupidly again so i pass!

let’s pretend the 1p is isolated because i have pairs already

tfw even with the EASIEST HANDS EVER i still have a 6.8% bad hand rate! eboy_ sama i kneel…

yesterday’s オカズs:

[ESSENTIA (藤真拓哉)] 門主様のおもてなし / [もちもちわんこ堂 (しろろん餅。)] 拗らせマゾセイアにしこたま搾られる話 / [Lonely Church (鈴音れな)] 生意気メスガキ催眠配信

if you sleep early and wake up in the middle of the night before your designated wake-up time, just bust another one! genius

bitch doesn’t know how to flip some god damn eggs correctly

pineapple goes on pizza btw

$217 of groceries. This is life in Donald Trump’s America!! This also means I better not pay to eat out this week for lunch at work :^)

I like the blue eggs cause their yolks are a deeper shade of yellow than the normal egg yolks that are bright yellow. That probably means there’s more nutrients in it…? Well, they say you are what you eat… so go big…! (I’m made of coke Icees then ;_;)

Also my doctor said to keep the red meat down. Yeah sorry a life spent not eating cows is a life not worth living even with cunny. Pour one out for the indians

Today I actually got up and went outside to play with the barbell and then take a walk outside!! (disclaimer: this was after turning on the pc and fucking around). Somehow I think being able to play runescape makes me goof off less since there’s a clearly defined end point to when the goofing off ends after doing my birdhouse and herb run which takes at most 15 minutes. Whereas if I have a web browser open it’s way easier to piss away 30+ minutes in one go.

One factor that probably helps is there is no “rng” in goofing off in runescape for 15 minutes since I know exactly what I’m getting done in it and nothing else – whereas looking on the internet you need that dopamine hit and if you didn’t find a good post or good video or a good post of a cute anime girl (i heard swimsuit kisaki dropped) then you gotta keep on going until you find something good! Then if you found something good you gotta share it with all of your buddies in the (most likely nsfw) chat! and the cycle continues!

anyway I just have to be a good boy for the rest of my life then everything else will fall into place. wow so easy

last night’s オカズ:

[Lonely Church (鈴音れな)] 生意気令嬢に催眠調教3.5

tfw they turned off the hypnosis app halfway through and she’s yelling and screaming ):

more eggbeef but i forgot to season the beef so i drowned it in ketchup

and some corned beef from the fam

more beverage

so close… yet so far………………………………………………

today’s bench press: 100×5 115x5t 135×5 80x10x5

I was gonna take a walk with my phone but then I was like omg do I really need to do this with my phone so I left without and run walked instead. Granted the “running” portion is like 30-45 seconds of moderate speed jogging but since I’m out of shape it beats me up! it can only get better if I keep trying (:

I was looking at what I need to do to ‘progress’ in my runescape character and it’s very time consuming, so I already feel disincentivized from pissing away time at my desk grinding it. for now I’ll leave the subscription to goof off on my commute or if I’m waiting in line for something. I think it’s technically better for the mind to do something dull than to doomscroll refresh shit on the internet.

https://www.dlsite.com/maniax/work/=/product_id/RJ01586101.html

https://xsa.moe/bin/RJ01586101.zip (v1.06)

picked this game up. seems to be a very easy/comfy rpg wheere you run a restaurant and decide to go on an adventure to use monster materials to cook up new dishes. except you can’t fight so you need to befriend cute girls and have them fight for you. unique system is that there’s no exp/level and the stat increases are instead tied to building up affection with each girl. comfy and cute but nothing too serious… should be ok to relax with. at least the speech is very easy to understand unlike the last game i tried. (:

last night’s オカズ:

[Lonely Church (鈴音れな)] 生意気令嬢に催眠調教3

I like how the number of hearts on the app corresponds to the series #. what happens at #6? Hmm…

i got my first first in tokujoke today! hooray

that’s a 1st place rate of 7.14%. ぱちぱちぱち

looking at my logs without posting in the log review though. maybe I should post again to make sure i’m actually fleshing out my thoughts. I think i need to work harder to get consistent 90 naga score since even with high 80s I am definitely not making any ground here. I feel like there’s no room to breathe with everyone throwing down row 1 riichis every round. It’s crazy! How am i supposed to compete in here, let alone make it to houou?

the universal sign for choking. help

I think normally I’d be like awwwwwwwwwwwww I didn’t get 1st I’m shit but you know what nah I played a good game. Except for the 3s tsumogiri. teehee

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I accidentally right clicked twice on the 3s discard so I chucked my own 3s with it. Though if I called chi on the 3s the riichis here would look very different…

My brother’s co-worker came back from Wisconsin and brought these back from a Quik-Trip. Dare I say… it’s actually good?

Yes, I dipped it too. wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee 330 calories well spent

chicken bread and vietnamese yogurt. I specifically used less mayo!

some costco roast or pot roast beef thing. it’s pretty nice, but you get more mash than beef if you are concerned about proportions

and today in bad ideas: what if I could play osrs and take walks?

tfw attention span of a gnat

luckily i like really boring stuff like birdhouses and herb runs so we’ll only do agility courses only while taking walks until i get sick of it and realize how dumb this is. this made me get off my ass and take a walk tonight for an hour. let’s freaking gooooooooo