last night’s // today’s オカズ:
[K+W (ささちん)] 先生攻略ゲーム メイドハーレム編 // [純銀星 (たかしな浅妃)] 雪美とこずえのP応援隊
If I had my way I’d spend all day whacking off doing nothing! Except I did… but life isn’t a Burger King…
just because you can doesn’t mean you should
We got some dinner from a local bbq joint for dinner. Not amazing, but good enough for not being in Texas. Texture is fine but it’s missing the smokey flavor that I like in my meat. Dare I say I used to cook barbecue better…?
We’re so back… But at the same time following everything takes up a lot of time and energy. we have some folks who pop in every few days or only for their games and to me it’s like how do you not check up on this shit? TFW I have the attention span of a gnat
https://www.twitch.tv/videos/2791438832
It was cool to see the recipient of the lost points for that session take constructive criticism and accept that he didn’t play to the best of his ability. One day your turn to clap will come if you keep working hard…!
don’t go down that path though. imagine the humiliation if you did and were surprised you STILL lost.
Similar to the Mendleson incident I think it’s just disappointing. For me I was disappointed to find out he cheated since I actually feared playing against him in tourneys since he was basically always on point and his nagger scores were extremely high. Like where did this guy come from wtf?
yeah I actually prayed really hard for him to not make out out of the other side. condolences my prayers came true
In any case, how can you say you played the game when you relied on external assistance? Let alone do it in a format where your teammates are cheering you on and hoping you bring home the bacon, only to betray them by not putting forth your own best effort? Within corporate structures we define fraud taking plac when three conditions align for a person to take action: the opportunity to do so (poor internal controls), rationalization (I deserve more money and I don’t get it), and pressure to do so (debt, obligation to perform, etc.). Add in a belief that one can get away with doing so and off to the races they go!
So flipping this back to using mortal bot in mahjong. You can get away with it by obfuscating your 1st pick rate to tank your rating. Your rationalization to do so is because you believe you aren’t as good at the game and need some way to catch up to the good players. But where’s the pressure to do so? It’s just a game dude. Let alone a game where you’re fighting for at what the end of thd day is… some space on a webpage.
yeah i’m happy I have my name on there but does it mean anything now or does anyone care? not really. still gonna fight for this next one though. :^)
I don’t know if I’m one to talk since my life is in shambles at this momnt. But placing your self value on some arbitrary rank in an online game isn’t it. What are you escaping from in your real life that drives you do to this? If you can’t accept getting your ass fucking kicked to the ground and your skull stomped on by others now (methaphorically in mahjong), how are you gonna be able to handle it when you actually are good at the game?
i’ve seen rock bottom before
and not rock bottom
Anyway. You wanna be good at mahjong? Guess what, the road there fucking sucks. You’re still gonna lose 21% of your games even if you’re world class. Suck it up, cause you’re gonna lose a metric fuckton more games too before you make it.
(editor’s note: just like how getting fit involves a lot of sacrifice. like not stuffing your face full of food and actually exercising. fat ass. or how getting promotions at work involves actually working and not phone doom scrolling all day. lazy ass.)
time to get absolute btfo at work for not being proactive at work tomorrow :^)
I also wanna read books of hags… but I have to read cunny books… its so over…
