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  • may 5, 2026

    last night’s オカズ:

    [RJ01613697][ホロクサミドリ] ✅5/11まで限定特典!✅W魔法少女がチンカス汚ちんぽに媚び媚びご奉仕させられちゃう洗脳アプリ 3rd!!!【KU100】

    I think I could argue that listening to this stuff is practicing for the N2 listening test. You have to practice listening to what they’re saying as they say it at the speed that someone would speak at. Though the later content looks a little more extreme… we’ll see. haha…

    may 5

    We had nachos catered for lunch at work today to celebrate Cinco de Mayo. It’s nice but we ran out of chips pretty fast. Maybe they could have provided some tortillas or something for tacos once the chips ran out. Unfortunately, I have no idea what Cinco de Mayo is celebrating.

    this dog does not appear to be a service animal

    There’s a cute dog on the train. I remember reading some person’s spiel about how we as people care more about people’s pets when they’re walking by in public, rather than about other people, even though other people have more intrinsically deeper lives than pets. But who the hell has all that energy to care about people they cross by in public? I don’t. That would be an incredible waste of energy.

    But more importantly… today is こどもの日! and we’ll celebrate by listening to more of the voice work tonight! hooray

    with character accurate (?) dakimakuras

  • may 4, 2026

    last night’s オカズ:

    [しもやけ堂 (逢魔刻壱)] 妊活幽々子様

    Something brain dead because I was up late last night and didn’t wanna read too much. You can’t tell from the white-out, but her tits are really big.

    >he fell for the kuji trap AGAIN and did a 50 pull

    At least I got the tapestry I want… and not the boob pad a prize… haha… did I really need to get 4 of the same b2 tapestries though… smh…

    koi palast

    We have shu mai, some carrot mushroom roll thing, steak cubes, sea bass, and some dessert thing for lunch. My brother complains that the place is quite expensive, but each dish is indeed elevated compared to to other dim sum places. So you do get what you pay for! Notably they do not provide a bottle of soy sauce for you to pour out, so we had the shu mai as is and it is perfectly fine without. The roll thing has a good contrast in texture with the outer tofu wrap being gelatinous yet firm, steak cubes are nice and juicy and the sea bass is crispy on the outside yet moist in the inside.

    Today’s lucky item from Costco is is conger eel jerky! It’s kind of like the dried squid you can find at chinese markets, but it has a sweet soy sauce flavor added to it. It costs 9 dollars which is perhaps a little expensive for 7 ounces but its JAPANESE so any price is ok. I’m a fan but probably wouldn’t make it a regular thing.

  • may 3, 2026

    last night’s オカズ:

    [つくてん (円つくも)] 回想ノ餌食

    Definitely more unhinged in this one than the others and kind of what I was more expecting for a freaky looking character. I like it!

    Spent most of the morning running through Pragmata on Lunatic and wiped a few times on the last boss.

    lease due soon

    A routine visit to California’s Great America to start the day. Luckily, ride ops are much faster than opening day this season two months ago in March. 5 minutes a dispatch is slow (but not worse than Fuji Q Highland’s, hehe), but 2-3 min is good enough.

    a detroit pizza

    I feel like this Detroit pizza has two contrasting sides to it, the soft pillowly breaded portion and the thicc crispy buttery crust. It’s like chinese cuisine, where you have two contrasting textures together in the same dish. It’s nice! I should learn how to describe and critique food, probably, could be a good skill to have… soon ™

    a tantalizing balance of pure vermont maple syrup

    and today’s grocery shopping. Since we have season ‘dining plans’ for Six Flags parks, we get a panda express meal to go from California’s Great America. Luckily, I won’t ever get bored of orange chicken. mmm chinese fast food slop

    this is, unfortunately, easier than touhou lunatic 1ccs

    Came back and finished up the last boss. I opted for a tanky/defensive build so I can make lots of errors and outlast the boss, rather than trying to blow it up with big damage. I think the ‘perfect dodge’ window is probably a little too big in this game, but it’s just a single player game. if i want self e-fame i can go back to dark souls 3 or something. or go back to elden ring and finish malenia and its dlc, which i won’t.

  • may 2, 2026

    uhh I did my laundry and lost in mahjong and played pragmata! lunatic difficulty isn’t too much harder though the bosses become a little meat spongy.

    see you tomorrow

  • may 1, 2026

    last night’s オカズ:

    [lv426 (メカしゃれこうべ)] Dancing crazy teacher

    Definitely more unhinged in this one, but is that just the artist’s characterization of her? Hmm…

    https://www.dlsite.com/maniax/work/=/product_id/RJ01613697.html

    The last pairing work of this series is out! I suppose the last thing to do would be all three of them at once…

    Here’s the last three works and their respective 特典s. Go easy on the bandwidth please…

    https://xsa.moe/bin/RJ01325786.zip
    https://xsa.moe/bin/RJ01328453.zip
    https://xsa.moe/bin/RJ01423145.zip
    https://xsa.moe/bin/RJ01426182.zip
    https://xsa.moe/bin/RJ01613697.zip
    https://xsa.moe/bin/RJ01616567.zip

    Hard drive isn’t big enough to include the first three… I wonder where all the space went?

    I did deadlifts today but I don’t miss how much the bar roughs my hands up. I’m not even using a power bar! Now I’m gonna chafe up my dakis again. I suppose this is the price of progress.

    maybe not quite like that

    played a lot of tenhou today. hopefully i don’t have to play on mjs until next event. hehe

    third place master

  • april 30, 2026

    last night’s オカズ:

    [HIGH:LAND (高嶋しょあ)] 水槽の中のぼくら

    I don’t like choking… but I guess it kinda makes sense with her neck thingamabob… ;_;

    a rant on checking my phone, from the perspective of myself:

    You know those people you come across when you go outside? Walking around watching some dumb shit on their video? Or playing their little silly mobile game, flipping through Instagram/X/whatever the fuck you want, putting their phone away, and pulling it back out 30 seconds later because they have the attention span of a fucking gnat?
    That’s you. Literally you. You are the thing that You hate. You fucking hypocrite.

    What did you hope to find? You wanna read Zero Hedge and confirm the fucking world is falling apart? Yup, it is. Congratulations. The world will fucking end no matter what you do or don’t do. Wow.

    You wanna open X (formerly Twitter) and look at dumb shit? You haven’t seen enough naked anime girls for a lifetime yet? You wanna read some political pundit’s take on dumb shit on shit that doesn’t matter? You wanna feel better about yourself seeing your views and positions justified? Pathetic.

    You opened Discord and cycled through the few servers you look at. Wow, it’s the same fucking shit day in and day out, people playing mobile games, posting their rolls (or sparks, haha) and posting cute anime girls. You opened 4chan and see people are talking about the same worthless drivel about characters you don’t give a fuck about all to see if anyone gives a fuck about your dumb ass blog. Go kill yourself.

    You know why you’re so damn unhappy with yourself? Because you’re too afraid to put in the work to become better. You’d rather run away from the difficult task at hand and find false solace to get away from the fact that you live in a sad sack of skin, fat, and bones. Anything to distract yourself from actually becoming who you want to be.

    You changed your blog to ‘daily mahjong log’ and the moment you get a fucking 4th you say fuck this. You look at the scale in the morning and decide ‘oh i made no progress. might as well stuff myself full today again then’ and bitch about it later. Get your shit together.

  • april 29, 2026

    last night’s オカズ:

    [有栖川ノ宮 (有栖川琴音)] 先生はママのこと…好き、だよねぇ…?イヒッ

    This week we’ll be learning amount Itagaki Kanoe! No idea who she is besides the fact she had her own row last Comiket, so she should be at least somewhat cute. Seems like she likes to say out of line things ordinarily so far.

    Woke up this morning and rolled around for twenty minutes before going out to lift. Can we cut down the time between thinking about doing something and actually doing something? Probably not.

    Found out my server was offering error 408 for loading so I was distracted for most of the work day. Was able to figure it out after maybe 3 hours of work related to some shit I was fucking around with that I probably shouldn’t have been fucking around with. tfw computer illiterate.

    I’ve been bad about multi-tasking and goofing off again, though I was good like two days ago! But let’s not dwell on it and go next. I don’t have any pictures today…

    see you tomorrow

  • april 28, 2026

    last night’s オカズ:

    [23.4ド (イチリ)] 堕天計画 もう一人の守護者編

    I accidentally read the book after this one first([23.4ド (イチリ)] 堕天計画 癒しの聖女編), but since I decided to use her dakimakura cover, I should read her book! (now apply this logic to the visual novel character / blue archive character dakimakuras you have you dunce). イチリ is also drawing a dakimakura of that character (シスターミリル) for the next 俺の嫁 event, so I’m excited to get add her to the collection as well!

    I slept at about 21:30 last night but woke up at 01:30, which was a little bit too early. Then I got excited with the ending of that game and went back to sleep at about 03:30, with the hope to wake up at 06:00. But I was too sleepy now since I fucked up my cycle and snoozed to wake up at 07:00 instead. What a disaster!

    there’s like, actually nothing witty I could say about this. sorry, I tried for like 7 seconds

    I forgot to mention I caught up with my decks on Sunday, so now I can go back to failing vocabulary reading quizzes to add new words again. Maybe I should stick to additional N2 words though instead of N1 since that is the exam to take at year end. Hooray

    Lunch. Let’s eat less carbs. I’m on team fats (haha fat ass)

    Today’s walk. Let’s also walk more! Apparently walking burns up to 350 calories per hour at my weight, so let’s take advantage of it! I actually got the scale to trend down a bit after being stuck at 230 exactly, so we are back on track. I came up with an idea where I could take a picture of everything I eat. If I have to frame it as ‘oh I have to actually put what I eat on here’ then maybe I’ll have to make less boneheaded eating decisions.

    M3-57 just hit… time to download 同人音楽 I’ll never listen to. Currently eyeing Diverse System — AD:PIANO X being good. Random thought on my mind for audio… I actually like my $1k IEMs more than my ~$400 IEMs… amazing thought… wow… Just don’t ask me to blind A/B the two, I probably couldn’t tell a difference. I can admit it.

    Anyway, getting good sleep is important for fat loss, so going to bed is of utmost importance in that quest! Which also means I get to go read my book and hug my dakimakura sooner! pce

  • april 27, 2026

    last night’s オカズ:

    [毛玉牛乳 (玉之けだま)] 全部君のせいだ。Ⅳ

    And this concludes the “I would be sad if I died without reading this book” picks. I do think #3 was way better (one of the best of all time, actually), so it’s hard for this to compare to it, but it was alright. 玉之けだまhasn’t put out a new book for at least a year now… Guess she is too busy doing illustrations and making big bucks now! tfw a victim of your own success (see also: henreader)

    Well, we did everything right this morning by not goofing off for too long, lifting, and taking a walk, and getting thoroughly clapped in tile game. Time to actually work from home. Let’s do our best!

    Got a few shits done, took my walk, put some figgie boxes away. productive!

    does she still count as a witch like this?

    Since her cloak protrudes out from practically anywhere I can put it, so it’s a risk if I accidentally knock her over. Not that I haven’t knocked any other figgies over yet… haha…

    this shit is a lot cheaper in the real 日本

    Kura for lunch and weekly Costco shopping. Since it was still early by the time we got back I got a few new clears in IIDX, but still struggling on re-attempting some previous fails. Kind of expected since I haven’t actually played that much. ;_;

    gonna finish my anki cards and fuck off. let’s gooooooooooooo

  • april 26, 2026

    last night’s オカズ:

    [つくてん (円つくも)] 妃咲キ乱レ

    I like this artist for their use of heart pupils! Also, really good taste in characters, too!

    Some mahjong this morning and some room cleanup. I organized my read doujinshi but still need to sort out the new arrivals from February and update the onahole location/list. Maybe we’ll tackle that next weekend.

    Friend took me to Round 1 today, got a DDR credit in and some IIDX. But we have a new arrival here… Pop’n Music!

    konmai

    My first credit (eaten) resulted in a crash on song select. I didn’t know you get a free play on first card-in to the game… so I’m out a dollar! I was able to clear a 36 and 2 37s not having played for a very long time and not ever having taken the game seriously, so I’m pleasantly surprised. Could be a good game to add to the rotation since I’m not big on Sega rhythm games. One feature IIDX needs to take from pop’n music is showing what % of the song is in what BPM to make sof-lan songs easier to approach without having to consult a guide on when and by how much to adjust high speed by at breaks. I also did see some kids playing with the big POP buttons, so it seems to be a cute way to get someone into the game.

    Unfortunately some stinky hobo was walking around during a few credits… I had to try to focus hard on the game by pressing buttons harder to not get distracted by his scent. ):

    going to need to practice coming up with witty lines for… plates of food. level 1 at it I guess

    For dinner, a chicken sammich and a bowl of chili. The temperature difference was quite odd with the chicken being hot off the grill but the lettuce and tomato being cold from the refrigerator, so I had to let it sit to allow the two to somewhat… get closer in temperature. Not ideal!

    good night sleep tight