UUUUUUUUOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I am a little concerned the rest of the books could be samey samey though since they both started with an R-18 同人音声 premise. Maybe I’ll come back later.
I didn’t actually sleep until 01:45 yesterday cause I turned my PC back on with thoughts racing all night, so today was pretty shit at work. Should have actually adhered to devices shut down instead of being a dumb ass!
Didn’t do my anki reps this morning cause I was watching my team job. wheeeeeeeeeeee excuses
I took a walk today at lunch, but forgot to take a picture of somewhere as proof. So have a picture of the Bay Bridge from yesterday instead. The weather is quickly warming up, which is a nice change from it being rather cold for this time of year.
yay bridge
damn how many pictures of this am i gonna take?
I visited the barbell outside today! I hit 155×5 for squats but found 175×5 to be steady. For now let’s get comfortable with finding a confident upper max for 5 reps for all the lifts (bench/deadlift remaining) and then maybe after 2-3 weeks we can adjust training maxes for 5/3/1. I was thinking if I do the Uzaku app in-between sets I could get fit gainz and mahjong gainz at the same time… but what if I started playing RuneScape again… imagine the exp gainz… omg…
Running out of nagger points… Time to tenhou only to make them count hehe
Now that there isn’t anything interesting anymore going on in the world we can work on touching the cell phone less while you’re faced with unpleasant thoughts at work. right? right??? :^)
damn I put this one off for too long… it’s so good… yes i am a ロリコンまぞ… it’s like my ideal r-18 同人音声. I’m scared now though what if his other books are even more powerful?
stattrak version 390825 now lmao
Well you fucked up and didn’t make any progress for the last 3 months but I guess you also didn’t make any progress for the last 3# years of your life either so maybe it was par for the course! Again! Maybe if I start my day in advance buttering myself up I’ll mentally engaged ™ and attempt to escape my normal default state of ….
damn how much internet do you NEED per day
okay ittekimasu~ tfw no buttered toast in my mouth as i walk out the door. i guess i could fix that
a lot i guess lol
An interesting topic came up today… so that’s my cope for phone usage being high today! What was the topic?
Why would someone intentionally make an AWFUL blunder on their IMPORTANT dealer turn like this?
If you’re capable of hitting a 1.1% bad hand rate, the rest of the averages of your games should be closer to at least under 12% bad hand rate. You’re not gonna make the same dumb mistakes randomly if you can pull off a perfect game legitimately. I concede that this insufficient evidence to prove beyond a reasonable doubt that the player was consistently and historically cheating, but the statistical outlier is too great for me to think otherwise. Should we cross paths on the table, I look forward to being defeated by you fair and square!
(editor’s note: for comparative purposes, here are today’s us session games which includes a celestial player:
Anyway since I said I have to lift every day here is a picture of my westside scout hyper:
tfw beef is to expensive to buy to use the grill
It’s for you to do reverse hyperextensions which strengthen your back. Since I’m a fat ass my body has to work harder to carry my ass everywhere and my back starts hurting if I’m out and about for too long. So you swing the weight back while laying down on the platform for reps, so the idea is when I’m in Japan, I won’t suffer from back pain after being out all day! Except you actually… have to do your reps… damn…
ok let’s find out what else リムコロ can put out tonight!!!
I don’t know anything about Shadowverse and I think Kuon’s gender is supposed to be ambiguous. But here in this artist’s world she is a cute girl! mMmMm
Today I got to use some of the firm’s AI tools to assist in our work. It’s actually quite useful… though it does need to be accuracy checked by a person. Am I going to put myself out of a job if I further develop workflows for it’s output…!? Maybe not in the short term… but…
For lunch a new Vietnamese place popped up that specializes in Vietnamese rice plates. It doesn’t quite live up to the bestcom tam place (fuck the accents i aint copy pasting more) I’m aware of, but it’s good enough. The main components to the dish are fried grilled onions, shredded pork, fish sauce, and grilled pork, but we also have this sugar cane shrimp thing on the left and egg cake on the bottom rounding out the dish. The sauce and grilled pork is a little bit weaker than what I’d expect in terms of flavor…
Anyway I finally decided to get off my fat ass and go outside and lift!
this post was sponsored by rogue fitness ™
Since I’m ragging on others for taking shortcuts to attempt to improve, perhaps one could argue that’s putting in more effort than I am towards my goals…! So let’s make our daily goal to take a picture of my barbell. This is most certainly easier than actually lifting, but following James Clear’s habit formation, if I actually go outside and take a picture of it then I might as well lift, making the task seem less daunting to start. So we got 115×5 (editor’s note: we use pounds in america) for over head press and i played around with the other stuff for a little bit. hooray
tfw u last attempted to self-improve 1.5 months ago
wyell let’s dust this thing off and pick up where we left off? tfw jerking off to cunny and browing the interwebs 4eva doesnt give u infinity powers and monies
If I had my way I’d spend all day whacking off doing nothing! Except I did… but life isn’t a Burger King…
just because you can doesn’t mean you should
We got some dinner from a local bbq joint for dinner. Not amazing, but good enough for not being in Texas. Texture is fine but it’s missing the smokey flavor that I like in my meat. Dare I say I used to cook barbecue better…?
We’re so back… But at the same time following everything takes up a lot of time and energy. we have some folks who pop in every few days or only for their games and to me it’s like how do you not check up on this shit? TFW I have the attention span of a gnat
It was cool to see the recipient of the lost points for that session take constructive criticism and accept that he didn’t play to the best of his ability. One day your turn to clap will come if you keep working hard…!
don’t go down that path though. imagine the humiliation if you did and were surprised you STILL lost.
Similar to the Mendleson incident I think it’s just disappointing. For me I was disappointed to find out he cheated since I actually feared playing against him in tourneys since he was basically always on point and his nagger scores were extremely high. Like where did this guy come from wtf?
yeah I actually prayed really hard for him to not make out out of the other side. condolences my prayers came true
In any case, how can you say you played the game when you relied on external assistance? Let alone do it in a format where your teammates are cheering you on and hoping you bring home the bacon, only to betray them by not putting forth your own best effort? Within corporate structures we define fraud taking plac when three conditions align for a person to take action: the opportunity to do so (poor internal controls), rationalization (I deserve more money and I don’t get it), and pressure to do so (debt, obligation to perform, etc.). Add in a belief that one can get away with doing so and off to the races they go!
So flipping this back to using mortal bot in mahjong. You can get away with it by obfuscating your 1st pick rate to tank your rating. Your rationalization to do so is because you believe you aren’t as good at the game and need some way to catch up to the good players. But where’s the pressure to do so? It’s just a game dude. Let alone a game where you’re fighting for at what the end of thd day is… some space on a webpage.
yeah i’m happy I have my name on there but does it mean anything now or does anyone care? not really. still gonna fight for this next one though. :^)
I don’t know if I’m one to talk since my life is in shambles at this momnt. But placing your self value on some arbitrary rank in an online game isn’t it. What are you escaping from in your real life that drives you do to this? If you can’t accept getting your ass fucking kicked to the ground and your skull stomped on by others now (methaphorically in mahjong), how are you gonna be able to handle it when you actually are good at the game?
i’ve seen rock bottom before
and not rock bottom
Anyway. You wanna be good at mahjong? Guess what, the road there fucking sucks. You’re still gonna lose 21% of your games even if you’re world class. Suck it up, cause you’re gonna lose a metric fuckton more games too before you make it.
(editor’s note: just like how getting fit involves a lot of sacrifice. like not stuffing your face full of food and actually exercising. fat ass. or how getting promotions at work involves actually working and not phone doom scrolling all day. lazy ass.)
time to get absolute btfo at work for not being proactive at work tomorrow :^)
I also wanna read books of hags… but I have to read cunny books… its so over…
happy story! but tfw no more new yukiu con books to read
new books for this months shipment. looking forward to [つくてん (円つくも)] Made Made Married the most. tfw my books sheet is out of date. ahhhhhhhhhhhhh
Decided to play more ranked then i normally play. Maybe i’m not dogshit as I think… hooray… But i made a pretty bad blunder in the last game. can’t win em all I guess. I think about the volume some people play and I’m definitely not up there. But what if I was? Not like I’m being fully productive with my time anyway… haha… aww…
we have a gap again! it was looking a little ギリギリ but thank you obskiur for hard carry whee
anyway enough goofing off i’ve made 0 fitness progress in the last 4 months and there’s only 7 more months to go in the year to salvage the year 2026 aaaiiiiiiieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
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finish discarding the rest of the 333s. 4z can be waited on hell tanki and you have 3 3s to go, so why expose yourself to dealing in if you have remaining absolute genbutsu? >muh keiten then you’d have to cut 1p and 9p that are risky against oya, so no
think our ukeire is higher holding 3p vs 8s. 234678p6s vs 678p678s, and the former has higher chance at ryanmen ending. we can’t count 9s for the latter since that’s no yaku, but 2p is a not as good draw for the former since 1p furiten potential
your seat wind > dragons, since no one else wants your seat wind
maybe you can swap to tanki dora here since you can still keep keiten. eh 50/50 hindsight dealin
if you’re cutting a block you know you don’t need, cut from the outside in (6p then 8p, vs 8p then 6p). in general this is more safe but in this particular case 8p is shimocha’s genbutsu which makes this better to push against in case he riichi and you have to fight ag against it later
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this is so chanta i’d just sakigiri the 0s earlier and hold chun as the safe tile
I think the idea is you were trying to fish for chanta sanshoku 2000 – I think I would have preferred to cut 8p and tanki 7p. since our hand isn’t high value we can focus on being ‘more safe’ with our discards since 1z does risk the wait of hell tanki (not that he’d pick hell tanki riichi with 2 8p visible on turn 7… right?)
can we sakigiri 3p here and just go straight to 25m69s 1shanten?
you can go headless if you pick up 2p i think and keep 1z as safe tile. picking up 14p i guess makes it wider…… eh
talked about it already but we can do 222s instead since you already ripped apart the 87s and you can’t see any dora and you have to pass haku to win this hand (or get another yourself)
just tanyao this and cut 11s. killed our 67p acceptance by chucking 8p and we have a good amount of pairs already
8m full fold this. too much stuff to go upstream against this hand (9m 7p and 1s/5s) right now. winrate for this hand is pretty bad anyway
i don’t like 5s here since you could expand to ittsu on 46s. 1m sittin in the corner all sad and lonely. definitely 7779p shape is stronger than 1345m
i would fold this since we really cannot afford a direct dealin against him for playing for 2nd and all the tiles we need to pass are risky (1m, 5m, 6p) to get to tenpai and we have 3 safe tiles to start (789s). we still have our dealer turn to make up ground if he wins so let’s defend
good call to push! the point gain in getting 2nd (20 + hand win) or even 1st on tsumo (60 + hand win) far outweighs the -8 or -12 we would lose from directly dealing in to kamicha mangan/haneman.
