i am XSA

Author: XSA

  • log 04-28-26

    Mahjong Soul Game Log: https://mahjongsoul.game.yo-star.com/?paipu=260428-84b4b173-9368-428f-8d0e-88f83b9b9a6d_a925584019

    https://naga.dmv.nico/htmls/6ade836b4467d06df0f48c0b1cee51b7c9ff65eac5de8a8b89084b4b9cd7407ev2_2.html?tw=3

    dumb snake trying to die! muh “ev” It’s pin dora though so ehh I’m scared of toitoi dora 2 here

    genbutsu bros

    9s in 6889s < 8p

    7s acceptance

    sotogawa 2p? I don’t like how depleted the 69s is so I opted to FOLD

    I’d rather save xia for later. I can’t attack with 7s anyway? unless we think toimen is dangerous with dama since the tedashi.

    TOITOI. I felt reluctant to toss 3p so I pass

    TOITOI. I guess I have really bad hand opening decision making. I saw chanta ton sanshoku dora. stop fantasizing about the biggest hand possible and make something more realistic!

    GENBUTSU

    suji 2m to fucking die but uhh 6m or 1s feel like equivalent raw tosses tbh. ordinarily 8m>5m would come from 5568m shape so that’s why the deal in rate for 7m is higher than 6m here. ok… but lower than 2m suji on ippatsu discard?

    sanshoku? lol

    floating 9m. plus we got two pairs

    I rejected dora acceptance in favor of sakigiri for my fixed ryanmens. lol

    technically correct but I wanted to take my chance on EITHER fishing for dora pair or upgrade to riichi tanpin because i need VALUE

    does this give me ssk potential? hard to see 234 here personally

    let’s freaking gooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

    damn I need 689p here? AND 9m > 689p? daaaaaaaaaaaaaaamn

    this itsu is really far man just give up the 9s

    need to value 689p higher lol

    I do wanna fight… but 49s aida yon ken looks so bad here

    ):

    my time is now

    let’s fucking goooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

    no need to cope bot today!!!

  • april 27, 2026

    last night’s オカズ:

    [毛玉牛乳 (玉之けだま)] 全部君のせいだ。Ⅳ

    And this concludes the “I would be sad if I died without reading this book” picks. I do think #3 was way better (one of the best of all time, actually), so it’s hard for this to compare to it, but it was alright. 玉之けだまhasn’t put out a new book for at least a year now… Guess she is too busy doing illustrations and making big bucks now! tfw a victim of your own success (see also: henreader)

    Well, we did everything right this morning by not goofing off for too long, lifting, and taking a walk, and getting thoroughly clapped in tile game. Time to actually work from home. Let’s do our best!

    Got a few shits done, took my walk, put some figgie boxes away. productive!

    does she still count as a witch like this?

    Since her cloak protrudes out from practically anywhere I can put it, so it’s a risk if I accidentally knock her over. Not that I haven’t knocked any other figgies over yet… haha…

    this shit is a lot cheaper in the real 日本

    Kura for lunch and weekly Costco shopping. Since it was still early by the time we got back I got a few new clears in IIDX, but still struggling on re-attempting some previous fails. Kind of expected since I haven’t actually played that much. ;_;

    gonna finish my anki cards and fuck off. let’s gooooooooooooo

  • log 04-27-26

    Mahjong Soul Game Log: https://mahjongsoul.game.yo-star.com/?paipu=260427-b5641bbd-db4b-4dca-a211-426f80f41dad_a925584019

    https://naga.dmv.nico/htmls/6ee026ba42735d966bc96f458dbd9d1584d432d6c51f5dd6a069de232d0f0ec9v2_2.html?tw=0

    3p acceptance vs floating 7s. Not that I want to cut 1p that much…

    6p genbutsu for pushing vs live 5p. Plus 7p is safer afterward with 6p kabe

    124 > 14?

    uhhhhhh……….. it’s the same to me….. 3s dora acceptance maybe?

    13p > 89p by way of 4p >>> 0p acceptance

    tfw the deader wait wins. SUJI

    good fold. but sad!

    so we want to sakigiri if our hand is absolute dogshit. ok

    suji > live honors? I kinda wanted to push since I have dora 2 but maybe I should stop thinking about that, especially more so since it’s 4th place’s riichi

    not sure why I thought 3s was safe when i have 8s genbutsu again. lapse in judgment

    in theory we could attack if we could chi 7s. but it’s a stretch

    4 4ms not visible > 2 7ms visible. I think we get better upgrades too

    sakigiri! we can still use the 7s with 0s, so 8s has no value

    cya loser

    lol lmao

    >this guy wants to win a tournament xD

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    https://naga.dmv.nico/htmls/64678659bb378af07ff405c7d64608a668a461f1474dbf9b6e54126c8e600310v2_2.html?tw=3

    damn…. full hon itsu…

    I ended up not using 6s and drawing 7s would be kind of useless too

    A little too far for me but it’s not full bar.

    shoulda drawn better tiles lol

    nah if I’m gonna fight i”m gonna take bonus points. toimen’s locked in with me

    It’s 7700 dama 12000 riichi. Maybe we can pass? thought about the juicy san an kou possibility for haneman but it’s already haneman on tsumo without riichi (tsumo tan san ankou dora 2). so riichi is kinda useless

    HONORS ORDER

    4m preserves the 1shanten on 47p while allowing for expanding ryanmen on 47s

    *kills his 58p acceptance*

    I only feel this cause I didn’t draw 24p. ;_;

    shoulda folded 66p. at least 4m is cheap, but could have been more disastrous

    CHII TOI

    This seems to be a recurring problem. Shall we keep 5 pairs (1 ankou) more aggressively?

    *goes back 3 shanten for tanyao* ???????????????????????

    My idea is I can tank a mangan to kamicha or shimocha if I deal in. So tossing slightly more risky non pinzu tiles

    ok

  • april 26, 2026

    last night’s オカズ:

    [つくてん (円つくも)] 妃咲キ乱レ

    I like this artist for their use of heart pupils! Also, really good taste in characters, too!

    Some mahjong this morning and some room cleanup. I organized my read doujinshi but still need to sort out the new arrivals from February and update the onahole location/list. Maybe we’ll tackle that next weekend.

    Friend took me to Round 1 today, got a DDR credit in and some IIDX. But we have a new arrival here… Pop’n Music!

    konmai

    My first credit (eaten) resulted in a crash on song select. I didn’t know you get a free play on first card-in to the game… so I’m out a dollar! I was able to clear a 36 and 2 37s not having played for a very long time and not ever having taken the game seriously, so I’m pleasantly surprised. Could be a good game to add to the rotation since I’m not big on Sega rhythm games. One feature IIDX needs to take from pop’n music is showing what % of the song is in what BPM to make sof-lan songs easier to approach without having to consult a guide on when and by how much to adjust high speed by at breaks. I also did see some kids playing with the big POP buttons, so it seems to be a cute way to get someone into the game.

    Unfortunately some stinky hobo was walking around during a few credits… I had to try to focus hard on the game by pressing buttons harder to not get distracted by his scent. ):

    going to need to practice coming up with witty lines for… plates of food. level 1 at it I guess

    For dinner, a chicken sammich and a bowl of chili. The temperature difference was quite odd with the chicken being hot off the grill but the lettuce and tomato being cold from the refrigerator, so I had to let it sit to allow the two to somewhat… get closer in temperature. Not ideal!

    good night sleep tight

  • log 04-26-26

    Mahjong Soul Game Log: https://mahjongsoul.game.yo-star.com/?paipu=260426-b643f495-77c8-41a5-973d-18b99c199cce_a925584019

    https://naga.dmv.nico/htmls/0f8ee41bf19485b74932ce1bbc9801f0d41ef5d68756c0b85b5fdd07edf025e5v2_2.html?tw=0

    Outside in, since we aren’t discarding 4s

    sooooooooo unlucky i actually slammed my table lol

    HONORS

    I really wanted to slap toimen back with the hand so I dama’d the hand. Unfortunately shimocha would give it up instead. This does go back to the “do I riichi 4 han hands” discussion and for me I feel the answer should be no… but this is how I don’t get hanemans and baimans…

    muh efficiency

    pon 2s cut 4s gives ups 1234m56789s acceptance vs what I currently have with 14m58s. oops

    CHII TOI

    789s sanshoku possibility, although distant. 3p is usable off the 5p so 7s would be good upgrade

    missed 9p ippatsumo cause I’m a cuck

    I was thinking there’s no way I can drop 0s so the other wy around it is to eventually draw souzu, so I could break off the 49p in the long run. Probably way overthinking this trying to be safe

    pour one out for toimen who opened the game with 32700

    Mahjong Soul Game Log: https://mahjongsoul.game.yo-star.com/?paipu=260426-c6f3738c-6a19-4c3d-ba8a-539d43c57f85_a925584019

    https://naga.dmv.nico/htmls/1219a0d585979e61535f37870d20a0ab6a03f03f2808451f73176f5ddffaec68v2_2.html?tw=0

    why test suji when you can genbutsu

    genbutsus

    this is so far… tfw to dumb for this

    (better) genbutsu

    I was thinking I can still fight if I can get to 2s

    really hoping nakasuji can pass here lol

    awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww… I thought it was a good idea…

    fuggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg

    i guess 9p doesn’t reveal that much about our hand (yet)

    why am i considering itsu? it is a mystery

    I HAVE VALUE!!!!!!!!!!!!! now it becomes 3900 at most with tan ssk dora.

    see… i made it… 9 turns later…. fuck….

    I have 2s acceptance already with 34s so don’t need 1s

    it was ok

  • april 25, 2026

    last night’s オカズ:

    [夕鍋進行中 (田辺京)] 好色の忠義くノ一ぼたん参

    They released a tankoubon for the first two books in the series last year to promote the anime… but the series isn’t even over yet, so now they have to release a 2nd tankoubon fully compiling the series once it’s done. Good job idiots

    so flat

    Shigure finally arrived! It’s almost been a year since I ordered this through Kappa-Hobby. Don’t order from them since they ship by boat… I had to do it at the time since Amiami banned my account and I lost all my pre-orders, and now I could have just bought it from Amiami for less than retail. ;_;

    I figured I need further demoralization so it’s time to get my ass kicked at that the parlor. Let’s do our best

    Well I got owned again 0/1/1/2. First three games had someone run away with big tsumos, the last I ended up feeding 1st trying to push for 1st myself. I’m also way more willing to fold IRL vs when I play online, maybe I have a little more respect for people if they’re in front of me vs some cute anime girl avatar online. Though that doesn’t apply to playing on 天鳳, technically…? I’ll get a 1st soon…

    I drew from the wrong wall twice and need to stop tossing sticks on the table and place them gently on the table. Also, there’s a few people who sigh and groan every few discards. I like to pretend I have myself together when I’m deep in 4th :^)

    I do think about if paying money to lose in person is worth it when I can lose for free online, but I think the experience and practice is worth it. After all, not everyone in the world can pull up to an autotable with three other jongers, so I should be thankful and take advantage!

    good night sleep tight

  • log 04-25-26

    Mahjong Soul Game Log: https://mahjongsoul.game.yo-star.com/?paipu=260426-e223be33-3f0d-4aa6-9032-f2d630596dfe_a925584019

    https://naga.dmv.nico/htmls/8a31b4529a350934298735853da2b874ec8907f9a59b2c8bdef7bc5d73565428v2_2.html?tw=0

    ok bro i am not hell wait riichi noming this

    maybe hatsu is not the best draw to break tenpai on

    I figured hon itsu is not the play and just go for chun dora here

    terminal pair > middle pair? plus i have a 6m discard for suji trap shanpon 9m1p if it comes to that…

    8 tiles 36p vs 6 tiles 69s. but my terminal wait………….

    true but i was like i don’t need more points lol

    not sure but maybe ending shanpon 1p could be good

    fast hands

    east 1 finish!!! so lucky

  • april 24, 2026

    last night’s オカズ:

    [とっとこSたろう (MだSたろう)] ダヴィンチちゃん★コード

    I have like this weird curiosity where I wonder if MだSたろうwould still be popular if he would be popular today if he didn’t start off drawing Black Rock Shooter doujins. On the other hand, that was an obscure series to draw doujins to begin with, so perhaps one could say he was successful in spite of that?

    Maybe about 1.5 months ago I found a flock of wild turkeys while taking a walk. I wonder if it’s the same bunch. hobo ass motherfuckers

    what the fuck to these guys gobble anyway

    Americans eat them for ceremonial purposes during Thanksgiving, but they are an uncommon meat choice in some places. I think their white meat is a little bland and dry, but I suppose that’s true for all white meat. I think the theory my brother and I subscribe to is some lore from Yakitate Japan where Asian folks produce less saliva than white folks, so their preference is to have their food be slightly more moist than other culture’s food. You’ll see this most with Asian bakeries that tend to have really moist breads, compared to something like say, French baguettes that are literal cardboard. Apparently people just raw dog pick apart a baguette and eat it, which is an insane idea to me.

    I did some work today “at home” but not too much. I cleaned up my room and did the laundry. I should organize my doujins and onaholes tomorrow. Maybe even catalog my dakimakuras, but that could be an onerous task…

    on the contrary, one would be normally extremely excited for this in a tournament setting

    Did have this game earlier today where I absolutely toasted everyone, but about after the point where I crossed ~50k points it didn’t seem fun or interesting at that point. It felt like… it’s too good to be true or I’m just lucky at this point, so it doesn’t seem real. Where’s the struggle? the bitching and moaning when I deal in post riichi? This isn’t what mahjong is supposed to be about… It’s about pain and suffering. Maybe I’m actually a masochist or something.

    now this is exciting

    Well, the saying goes, you don’t know how good you have it until you don’t have it anymore. Perhaps this is true for 4th place streaks in Mahjong! Maybe I should learn to be grateful for the opportunity to play (which actually means being grateful for the chance to finish in 4th. haha what a joke).

  • log 04-24-26

    Mahjong Soul Game Log: https://mahjongsoul.game.yo-star.com/?paipu=260424-7725e405-906e-4b36-9046-994083156b23_a925584019

    Damn I wasn’t thinking chiitoi yet tbh

    Dora tanki bros… at least the idea I had in my mind is I didn’t want to let anyone else pon it

    23p > 56p? But what about my 0p acceptance? once cut 2p makes 1p more juicy I suppose

    tfw you’ve been conditioned to not call riichi from post riichi deal-in trauma (PRDT) ™

    TAN YAO

    I thought this might’ve been a bad chi since in hindsight it gave kamicha 6m tsumo. But I think it gives us a better 1shanten and fixes the sanshoku. Can we check

    nice

    honor wind discard order shifts due to point values

    maximize your ukeire kid

    >tests suji before genbutsu ????????????????????????????????

    BRO YOUR SAFE TILE??????????????????????? 9p does nothing

    I figured since I’m head to head with kamicha for 1st I should fight him. I have good wait too. look at the blue bar below it though wew

    really bro I’m FOLDING if I draw any man zu what the hell

    I think if we make the case that I could see a non-value honor pon like the ton or pei open I could reason 2000/3900 deal in could be worth it. but i have to consider it being chin itsu after the 7m cut after 2z and 6z and the consequence of possible post riichi deal in to mangan / possibly haneman makes it seem bad

    I guess 8p suji is better since 3 9p are cut already. plus it’s live vs kamicha. tossing in to 39/77 to kamicha would be disastrous

    hooray

    Mahjong Soul Game Log: https://mahjongsoul.game.yo-star.com/?paipu=260425-b7b576c1-8d21-4584-9511-f2c7bf0f37d7_a925584019

    https://naga.dmv.nico/htmls/b3b7659d42f302e80fcd08da9cc3716bbfb3c48fcdc47392db8c1f99200ecd53v2_2.html?tw=0

    I guess 6s is a worse ‘safe tile’ to discard without increasing ukeire

    we need the 3s pair so fix it!

    5 blocks…………………….

    sir your keiten attempt?

    marginally speaking we could use the nan more than the 1m. but not by much

    damn… max efficiency…

    thank you for attending today’s cope session

  • april 23, 2026

    good evening. we will return to オカズ posting soon

    making some progress on this front..

    Some black folk shoved me on the train this morning but I didn’t care enough to fight back cause I was working on my anki cards to think about it. I figured it’s not worth getting shanked over something trivial since I objectively know my life is better/more important than his. But is that projecting my insecurities if I have to pretend I’m better than him to convince myself conflict isn’t worth it? I went on with my day and didn’t think too much of it, but it came up again since I thought about the day’s events.

    Took a nice walk today. Here is a view of a bridge:

    unfortunately, that boat is not nice

    We had a happy hour out after work. I didn’t really talk though and just had some food and drink and left. Though my team already knows I’m kinda quiet and perhaps a little autistic… maybe I’m a loser for not wanting to socialize? By who? Maybe if I could talk about my real interests I could be more chatty… haha…

    wondered if these fried pickles are from sysco

    I was taking out the trash and I like to wonder what people looking into my room think. It’s slightly more blurry than what it looks like IRL.

    is this nsfw?

    stable rank expert 3

    Been a little down in tile game since my 4th rate is so high. But if we don’t keep playing we won’t get better… but if we keep losing we’ll end up wasting more time on sunk costs… ;_; I guess the beatings will continue until morale improves. but even if I do de-rank… who actually cares? you? me? hmm…