Author: XSA

  • june 30, 2026

    last night’s オカズ:

    [えんりゅう堂 (えんりゅう)] 愛しのあなたとえっちしたい!下巻

    think this artist’s range of faces is quite varied. though maybe not always erotic to me. lol

    not too much insites today but i’m moving a little bit up in tokujou! that should be at least like 8 4ths before i get knocked below 1800 :^)

  • june 29, 2026

    last night’s オカズ:

    [えんりゅう堂 (えんりゅう)] 愛しのあなたとえっちしたい!上巻

    by sister they mean 修道女 and not お姉さん. tfw no sister

    this katsu plate is really big… i ate the meat and live a third of the rice and mac salad. though I feel like fish katsu is kinda close to a breadstick…?

    hopefully my blood donation can save a cute 2d girl!

    air filter replacement. look at all that dust that didn’t fly into my face! mMmMmMmMm jokes aside i haven’t changed it for like 1.5 years lol

    today in cunny. the one on the right is at “1/5.5” scale vs “1/6” for the left one so it’s weird that the one on the right is so thicc.

    when i wake up i gotta not think its a good time to play mahjong and actually go lift. except after you give blood you’re not supposed to lift heavy objects so gg go next

    maybe i need a lesson not how to not feel sorry for myself? it’s not like other people don’t go to work or lead unfulfilling lives either. (:

  • june 28, 2026

    last night’s オカズ:

    [無道叡智] えっちのスイッチ: カラオケスイッチ

    Is the bottom part safe enough? I keep buying this guy’s tanks but I never read any of them. Same goes for fu-ta…

    I’m the best at pretending to want to change for a week and a half and falling right back into my old routines! I start the day off thinking ahh I should work and I put it off and then in the blink of an eye the whole day disappears!

    There’s a certain story from a series that goes something like, “you have to defeat everyone else to make your wish come true!” so the girls fight really hard against each other and at the end the finally win and have their wish come true… except now they have to live out the previous winner’s life and make that person’s wish come true. If someone had to live in my life and turn it around like I’d want… what would they do? I suppose they’d probably start and throw out all of my cunny goods… oh wait… this thinking exercise completely backfired… no…

    well fuck this cunny shit its time to read books about ADULTS idc if my team loses because of it too bad

  • june 27, 2026

    last night’s オカズ:

    [つくてん (円つくも)] Maid Made Married

    another wet burrito! this one has all beef inside so i didn’t mind the lettuce on top.

    this new chinese supermarket that opened up is all the rage!

    picked up some retort pouches and soymilk. the beans and beef tempura are from the japanese grocery store

    some night rides on gold striker

    and another vietnamese sandwichey

    missed my squats better do it tomorrow (:

  • june 26, 2026

    stayed up late last night from poko… so no okazu!

    I guess I don’t really have anything to talk about if I work all day. Boring!

    I also keep looking at the figgies I wanna buy. Maybe I should just order it and stop thinking about it. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

    I guess it really is over for xsa.moe…

    zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

  • june 25, 2026

    last night’s オカズ:

    [NNL (メリサン)] 爆走シュポガキ快楽特急 精液生搾り射精づくしツアー

    today’s lifts: overhead press 80×5 95×5 105×5 60x10x5

    lifting makes me hungrier… so sad…

    not pictured: the other 9 games i didn’t win

    spent most of the day learning and reading about poko cause of the manosaba collab. very complicated game! makes you think more about what your actions your opponents are taking and then theorizing what they have in the pocket. I did try poker fate for a little bit when that released but I don’t like how the lobby is played as a cash game instead of a single 6-max table to the end. culling players and finishing with heads up is more fun then just joining/leaving at whim. and more importantly, provides you with a rank system based on placement! we’ve seen that one before…

    https://fig-memo-r18.site/preorder/196453

    https://fig-memo-r18.site/preorder/196431

    https://fig-memo-r18.site/preorder/196314

    these three cunny figgies are now available for pre-order… i’ll probably get them soon but damn… i don’t wanna spend the money on it…… ahhhh

  • june 24, 2026

    last night’s オカズ:

    [Lonely Church (鈴音れな)] 少女調教日誌。


    shoulda thought twice about falling behind on work :^) goodbye real life

    tfw lifting makes you hungry

    i goofed off too much so now its late and i wanna sleep gg dude

    nice blogpost idiot very informative

  • log 06-24-26

    https://tenhou.net/0/?log=2026062509gm-0029-0000-3c381237&tw=3

    https://naga.dmv.nico/htmls/report_viewer.html?report_id=dd9b1b9022e58fca0de52ca32e8296872ae99717c74a96920614f6c6c8846bdev2_2&tw=3

    damn i still need a pair…

    5 block havers

    *rips his block apart*

    i thought it’d be funny to see if i can hit anyone dama with this since i feel like no one deals in to riichis. the answer is: no they didn’t deal in

    ton is too scary man fuck this hand

    dora acceptance bros? i guess we just toitoi it. not that i caught nan

    oh. now you want to sakigiri. so fickle!

    5 block havers

    stinky rating

    https://tenhou.net/0/?log=2026062509gm-0029-0000-0586cbc1&tw=3

    https://naga.dmv.nico/htmls/report_viewer.html?report_id=67549e1ab350d65fb6495c82d16f1fae68df00e453cba832472d86103fcf8967v2_2&tw=3

    time to go kill myself! cya

  • june 23, 2026

    last night’s オカズ:

    [Lonely Church (鈴音れな)] こわくまをわからせる!

    i think if i had to die… then getting eaten by traptrix sera wouldn’t be a bad way to go…! also aware players will notice the problem with this situation as depicted in the cover:^)

    I woke up at 01:30 this morning but instead of busting another nut… What if I just woke up for real and lifted?

    Whoaaaaaaaa amazing dude now you’re really doing it for your own benefit instead of being like “nah i dont feel like it”. Is this character growth and development!? Even more so when I’m sore from all the other previous lifting…! It’s easy to skip/pass when you’re sore because you’ll want to wait until you’re not sore anymore to do it… but keep going!

    Reps for 135×5 155×5 175×5 105x10x5 but even though the sets for 10 reps seem pretty light… I’m gassed at the 7th rep and have to breathe for a bit to catch up. mmmm so out of shape

    another day of failing to flip eggs successfully

    Think I need to work on portioning food out since half way through that plate of breakfast I was like nah cant eat anymore. So I brought it to work! Hooray for not paying for lunch. I usually think like oh yeah I can eat this much but then oh this would also be good to add and then it goes overboard! Although all this lifting makes me hungry ;_; at least I’m back down from when I pigged out on Friday. hooray

    Getting some new lifting shoes since my current pair is like 10 years old. and if i’m going to attempt to take it seriously then maybe having new shoes will make me more excited to slip them on and get lifting! but do they really have to cost 200 tendies? …….nyes you get what you pay for ok and if the pair lasts another 10 years… not bad?

    The new intern at work has been hounding me for work and HONESTLY it takes more time for me to explain what the fuck to do for someone completely brand new AND considering the fact that he’ll be gone in a month… but I showed him some stuff and I’ll spend more time on him this week so I better see a return on investment on my time…! At the very least I’m really happy he can at least navigate file explorer and where downloaded files are. Are my standards too low? perhaps! but I feel like zoomies these days dont know anything about PCs since they use their phones and shit so we’ll take what we can get.

    good enough. i’m happy with my 3.7% deal in rate though (:

    ok i’m really tired now after being awake for 20 hours! hopefully I can sleep more than 3 hours tonight. good luck have fun

  • log 06-23-26

    https://tenhou.net/0/?log=2026062319gm-0029-0000-9e14855a&tw=2

    https://naga.dmv.nico/htmls/report_viewer.html?report_id=49f7e6dd2118b3a94cdd1829284904a38f99872b650fc0b63fef38f29fcd1f28v2_2&tw=2

    quit fucking around at 3+ shanten vs riichi

    hell yeah i counted it right in 2 seconds

    quit it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    I didn’t wanna chi 8p and 2p slide to reveal 36p as my tenpai but maybe it’s better anyway…?

    but what if i get 130s? I guess we still cut the bird

    JUN CHAN SAN SHOKU ONLY!!!! xia lets me get to chanta if i need to take a discount :^)

    (side quest: am i the stupid one for wanting 4shanten junchan sanshoku here (18m8p7s) vs 3 shanten pinfu itsu (168m3s after cutting 9p)? we have easier path to possible haneman since we need points. plus its easier to call and get 3:30 vs open ittsu being 1:30. or maybe i’m a just a big dreamer and not grounded in reality? at the very least you can cut 2s first instead of breaking the 79p kanchan and keep the sanshoku alive along with ittsu while keeping 0s acceptance)

    true why are we holding 5m dump that shit

    FULL OFFENSE we have a haneman to get

    yippee

    damn. sandshoku? I guess we keep 7s acceptance and 3m draw doesn’t do too much for us here. stop keeping ryantan shapes when we have a pair!

    4z is more genbutsuey vs everyone else than 89m so let’s be more defense oriented given our lead

    I figured I dont really wanna push against shimocha being tenpai because it’s probably some dumb shit where he has 77s inside for dora 3 and i toss the lead stupidly again so i pass!

    let’s pretend the 1p is isolated because i have pairs already

    tfw even with the EASIEST HANDS EVER i still have a 6.8% bad hand rate! eboy_ sama i kneel…