Author: XSA

last night’s オカズ:

[MeltdoWN Comet (雪雨こん)] 走りにくい

behind on my yukiu con. so good

how to defeat brain rot? maybe i need to chuck my phone in the water.

yeaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

I asked an AI if phone addiction or porn (cunny) addiction is more crippling, but it said they’re about equal. unfortunately i’m not willing to break my cunny addiction so… better figure this out. I was gonna go to work while leaving my real phone at home but I brought it with me anyway. so weak willed! I know my solution last year was to just give in to it and afk old school runescape but that’s not really a solution… but imagine the exp gains….. whoa….

i will probably fail in about 9 hours

well, don’t make these two cunnies sad and move them to look at your phone! though in honesty i just need to do things that are more fulfilling and purpose driven than looking at meaningless things on the internet… tfw my life isn’t fulfilling and purpose driven… ;_;

last night’s オカズ:

[ココアホリック (ユイザキカズヤ)] TSメスガキオナサポ配信

I forgot I had this book in my unread pile. Normally I’m wary of books that are primarily masturbation focused, but it was so cute! Generic story of a wagie salaryman being tired of his life and given pills to become a cute little girl.

yes, i would absolutely take the opportunity to wake up looking like that. fortunately (or unfortunately?), i never will

This morning I woke up at 05:00 to go to work, but I went back to sleep and left at 07:40 instead. not like I did anything productive either… ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

i think i know who put it away actually. feel bad for them… a little bit

I accidentally left my mug in the sink last week, so my mug got put with the rest of the generic company logo mugs. awkward

AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW

I missed the bus by 1 minute, so I got to walk home and watch captain play. It was looking good the 2nd game got a little ギリギリ and he couldn’t find how to push through…

I stay, I pray

See you in heaven, far away

I stay, I pray

See you in heaven one day

Maybe If I sleep earlier I’ll use the morning more wisely tomorrow. Plus, that means I get to read a book sooner and hug my daki sooner! wow what a brilliant idea let’s fucking goooooooooooooooooooooo

oh i have to review my mahjong log first FUCK

last night’s オカズ:

[ぽよぽよスカイ (佐伯ソラ)] クジラはもう夢を見ない。

I saw a lot of her win cut-ins last yesterday! But there was only 5 pages of action… Gotta make each page last lol

maybe you could have cancelled it earlier… instead of like, i don’t know, 105 days after you accepted the request

Sad! I asked https://skeb.jp/@shime_neko to draw a picture of a cute girl to replace my front page picture back in February. At least I get my money back… ;_;

I had my phone open for around 10 hours today. So much for working at home! Maybe I’ll actually need to move forward with self-shaming myself on how many times I check the internet for real…! Why do I keep checking it anyway? Do I need more validation in my life? XSAちゃん you’re doing such a good job not doing your japanese reps or exercising every day or doing your mahjong log review!!! gross aaaaaaahhhhhh

Also maybe come up with something to write about when I have nothing to write about. like a prompt and 250 characters and turn myself into an ai response bot or something. anyway since i’m on a mahjong cunny team for mahjong league perhaps i should stop wh*cking it to adults until we get kicked out for not having enough points. I said that in my team’s chat but I got crickets… but… umm… h-here goes…!

last night’s オカズ:

[REI’s ROOM (REI)] ことねはP活で欲張りたい

I’m used to kotone being a little less buffed but I suppose it’s not too out of proportion. Though they didn’t really do anything with her desire for money in the story…

Steam Controller came in this week. Pour one out for the DualShock 4. I could never get the bluetooth to work with my PCs, so now I can play without a wire using the Steam Controller puck! Except… I have no games to play… Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww

session EU2 7

I was watching my teammate rezaloan today and seeing socculta run away in the first game reminded me of how MSpark ran away with the scores in my last set. If only I was as strong as those Saint 3s… Maybe I could score big points for my team too! Happy to see rezaloan turn it around in game 2 and actually get the direct hit on socculta in S3. I wouldn’t have swapped the 23s ryanmen tenpai for 1p2s shanpon… but…

oh nononononononono

with a sample size of 2, i scored more points in blitz mahjong while ****ing off vs not. disclaimer: past performance is not indicative of future results

session US 7

Well I brought the bread home!!! hooray! I actually didn’t mean to sign up for this session since it was only two days after I last played, but I guess that worked out. ehehe

I also made a new friend today, too!

awwwwwwwwwww

left: good. right: nah

I kept my brother waiting for dinner during the games, so we got kaitenzushi. This period’s promotional items are a deep fried tamago and a matcha beef roll with cream cheese. The warm tamago is quite pleasant in the mouth, but the slightly bitter matcha does not complement the beef very well. Points for creativity but uhh… it’s a pass for me.

last night’s オカズ:

[LOFLAT (Prime)] 調月リオのメイド性活 / [うぉーたーどろっぷ (MA-SA)] 二人の隠れ家

I used to interact with a guy who was like, “nah, breasts can never be too big”. I respect that cause I think after a certain point it definitely gets kinda gross! And perhaps these are already past that point for many people…!

I used a fork unless I was grabbing somehting with bread. sorry not eating it authentically

Some Indian food for lunch. Normally you’re supposed to eat your Indian curries with like garlic naan, but I prefer it with puri. I consulted an Indian friend of mine if it’s culturally acceptable to do so and it seems to be OK! God bless America

average is 20 hrs to completion so a little slow on the reading speed

Spent a few hours finishing this up today. I can’t go into details since it’s hard to get around spoilers… but I quite like it! I think developing the story was more interesting than the actual ending/climax though, as the build-up to the ending is somewhat rushed and perhaps a little too convenient. I was initially worried that introducing 13 characters off the bat might be a little too much to handle, but the game does well to distinguish them from each other. My favorite moments were the chapter 3 trial and the ending of chapter 6. If you were interested in it in passing, definitely check it out when the English translation when it’s ready!

how much roller coaster do you need

Brother didn’t get enough theme park. Gold Striker was running faster than what we were expecting, perhaps after being warmed up after running all day, so that was refreshing!

last night’s オカズ:

[さいもん] 初恋ルミナス: コハルアタック！ // コハルブレイク！

hooray adults

hooray new adults. I don’t have any other figgies that have plate armor, so I think Platea is a good addition! I don’t order food delivery myself cause it’s not affordable, but I wouldn’t mind my food being delivered by Aoi… hehe…

I gave out some free points… but luckily it wasn’t too many! I think there’s a few mistakes I could take back, but otherwise I think I did what I could. Looking at the nagger logs maybe I’m overcompensating trying to push for 1st since the ai is built on 4th avoidance… but we’ll just have to keep practicing. At least I can say I didn’t alt-tab for these matches! But other ranked matches.. well.. haha…

Finished chapter 7/9 of manosaba. The images for the in game items are too small on my screen deck, so I missed a few details for the clues. Probably would be fine if I played on PC, but luckily you can keep guessing choices until you pick the right one.

uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i stayed up late playing my gaym so goodbye!!