Author: XSA

  • june 8, 2026

    last night’s オカズ:

    [111当番 (1号)] クオンと蕩ける本

    I don’t know anything about Shadowverse and I think Kuon’s gender is supposed to be ambiguous. But here in this artist’s world she is a cute girl! mMmMm

    Today I got to use some of the firm’s AI tools to assist in our work. It’s actually quite useful… though it does need to be accuracy checked by a person. Am I going to put myself out of a job if I further develop workflows for it’s output…!? Maybe not in the short term… but…

    cơm tấm in a box

    For lunch a new Vietnamese place popped up that specializes in Vietnamese rice plates. It doesn’t quite live up to the best com tam place (fuck the accents i aint copy pasting more) I’m aware of, but it’s good enough. The main components to the dish are fried grilled onions, shredded pork, fish sauce, and grilled pork, but we also have this sugar cane shrimp thing on the left and egg cake on the bottom rounding out the dish. The sauce and grilled pork is a little bit weaker than what I’d expect in terms of flavor…

    Anyway I finally decided to get off my fat ass and go outside and lift!

    this post was sponsored by rogue fitness ™

    Since I’m ragging on others for taking shortcuts to attempt to improve, perhaps one could argue that’s putting in more effort than I am towards my goals…! So let’s make our daily goal to take a picture of my barbell. This is most certainly easier than actually lifting, but following James Clear’s habit formation, if I actually go outside and take a picture of it then I might as well lift, making the task seem less daunting to start. So we got 115×5 (editor’s note: we use pounds in america) for over head press and i played around with the other stuff for a little bit. hooray

    tfw u last attempted to self-improve 1.5 months ago

    wyell let’s dust this thing off and pick up where we left off? tfw jerking off to cunny and browing the interwebs 4eva doesnt give u infinity powers and monies

  • june 7, 2026

    last night’s // today’s オカズ:

    [K+W (ささちん)] 先生攻略ゲーム メイドハーレム編 // [純銀星 (たかしな浅妃)] 雪美とこずえのP応援隊

    If I had my way I’d spend all day whacking off doing nothing! Except I did… but life isn’t a Burger King…

    just because you can doesn’t mean you should

    We got some dinner from a local bbq joint for dinner. Not amazing, but good enough for not being in Texas. Texture is fine but it’s missing the smokey flavor that I like in my meat. Dare I say I used to cook barbecue better…?

    We’re so back… But at the same time following everything takes up a lot of time and energy. we have some folks who pop in every few days or only for their games and to me it’s like how do you not check up on this shit? TFW I have the attention span of a gnat

    https://www.twitch.tv/videos/2791438832

    It was cool to see the recipient of the lost points for that session take constructive criticism and accept that he didn’t play to the best of his ability. One day your turn to clap will come if you keep working hard…!

    don’t go down that path though. imagine the humiliation if you did and were surprised you STILL lost.

    Similar to the Mendleson incident I think it’s just disappointing. For me I was disappointed to find out he cheated since I actually feared playing against him in tourneys since he was basically always on point and his nagger scores were extremely high. Like where did this guy come from wtf?

    yeah I actually prayed really hard for him to not make out out of the other side. condolences my prayers came true

    In any case, how can you say you played the game when you relied on external assistance? Let alone do it in a format where your teammates are cheering you on and hoping you bring home the bacon, only to betray them by not putting forth your own best effort? Within corporate structures we define fraud taking plac when three conditions align for a person to take action: the opportunity to do so (poor internal controls), rationalization (I deserve more money and I don’t get it), and pressure to do so (debt, obligation to perform, etc.). Add in a belief that one can get away with doing so and off to the races they go!

    So flipping this back to using mortal bot in mahjong. You can get away with it by obfuscating your 1st pick rate to tank your rating. Your rationalization to do so is because you believe you aren’t as good at the game and need some way to catch up to the good players. But where’s the pressure to do so? It’s just a game dude. Let alone a game where you’re fighting for at what the end of thd day is… some space on a webpage.

    yeah i’m happy I have my name on there but does it mean anything now or does anyone care? not really. still gonna fight for this next one though. :^)

    I don’t know if I’m one to talk since my life is in shambles at this momnt. But placing your self value on some arbitrary rank in an online game isn’t it. What are you escaping from in your real life that drives you do to this? If you can’t accept getting your ass fucking kicked to the ground and your skull stomped on by others now (methaphorically in mahjong), how are you gonna be able to handle it when you actually are good at the game?

    i’ve seen rock bottom before

    and not rock bottom

    Anyway. You wanna be good at mahjong? Guess what, the road there fucking sucks. You’re still gonna lose 21% of your games even if you’re world class. Suck it up, cause you’re gonna lose a metric fuckton more games too before you make it.

    (editor’s note: just like how getting fit involves a lot of sacrifice. like not stuffing your face full of food and actually exercising. fat ass. or how getting promotions at work involves actually working and not phone doom scrolling all day. lazy ass.)

    time to get absolute btfo at work for not being proactive at work tomorrow :^)

    I also wanna read books of hags… but I have to read cunny books… its so over…

  • june 6, 2026

    last night’s オカズ:

    [MeltdoWN Comet (雪雨こん)] 走りにくい

    happy story! but tfw no more new yukiu con books to read

    new books for this months shipment. looking forward to [つくてん (円つくも)] Made Made Married the most. tfw my books sheet is out of date. ahhhhhhhhhhhhh

    Decided to play more ranked then i normally play. Maybe i’m not dogshit as I think… hooray… But i made a pretty bad blunder in the last game. can’t win em all I guess. I think about the volume some people play and I’m definitely not up there. But what if I was? Not like I’m being fully productive with my time anyway… haha… aww…

    we have a gap again! it was looking a little ギリギリ but thank you obskiur for hard carry whee

    anyway enough goofing off i’ve made 0 fitness progress in the last 4 months and there’s only 7 more months to go in the year to salvage the year 2026 aaaiiiiiiieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

  • june 5, 2026

    [KFC (YU)] 妹とパパと僕の複雑な家庭事情 // [KFC (YU)] 妹とパパと僕の淫靡な温泉旅行

    there should be a third one… but there isn’t…

    goofed off most of today. went 3/4/4 in tenhou but 1/1/1 in mahjong soul later. hooray

    idk dont feel like doing anything. but time is still ticking and i’m not making progress on my goals… ;_;

    soon ™

  • june 4, 2026

    [CHARAN PORAN (猫乃またたび)] 不思議ノ国ノ ネロアリス

    i finished one of my larger returns today. but not too much else today! turns out spending all day watching league games is really bad for you. whee

  • otherlog 06-04-26

    Mahjong Soul Game Log:https://mahjongsoul.game.yo-star.com/?paipu=260604-a1107754-9d9d-4443-8bac-77166f165360_a925584019

    finish discarding the rest of the 333s. 4z can be waited on hell tanki and you have 3 3s to go, so why expose yourself to dealing in if you have remaining absolute genbutsu? >muh keiten then you’d have to cut 1p and 9p that are risky against oya, so no

    think our ukeire is higher holding 3p vs 8s. 234678p6s vs 678p678s, and the former has higher chance at ryanmen ending. we can’t count 9s for the latter since that’s no yaku, but 2p is a not as good draw for the former since 1p furiten potential

    your seat wind > dragons, since no one else wants your seat wind

    maybe you can swap to tanki dora here since you can still keep keiten. eh 50/50 hindsight dealin

    if you’re cutting a block you know you don’t need, cut from the outside in (6p then 8p, vs 8p then 6p). in general this is more safe but in this particular case 8p is shimocha’s genbutsu which makes this better to push against in case he riichi and you have to fight ag against it later

    Mahjong Soul Game Log:https://mahjongsoul.game.yo-star.com/?paipu=260604-245860d3-f289-46f4-b46e-1baa2c6ed3e8_a925584019

    this is so chanta i’d just sakigiri the 0s earlier and hold chun as the safe tile

    I think the idea is you were trying to fish for chanta sanshoku 2000 – I think I would have preferred to cut 8p and tanki 7p. since our hand isn’t high value we can focus on being ‘more safe’ with our discards since 1z does risk the wait of hell tanki (not that he’d pick hell tanki riichi with 2 8p visible on turn 7… right?)

    can we sakigiri 3p here and just go straight to 25m69s 1shanten?

    you can go headless if you pick up 2p i think and keep 1z as safe tile. picking up 14p i guess makes it wider…… eh

    talked about it already but we can do 222s instead since you already ripped apart the 87s and you can’t see any dora and you have to pass haku to win this hand (or get another yourself)

    just tanyao this and cut 11s. killed our 67p acceptance by chucking 8p and we have a good amount of pairs already

    8m full fold this. too much stuff to go upstream against this hand (9m 7p and 1s/5s) right now. winrate for this hand is pretty bad anyway

    i don’t like 5s here since you could expand to ittsu on 46s. 1m sittin in the corner all sad and lonely. definitely 7779p shape is stronger than 1345m

    i would fold this since we really cannot afford a direct dealin against him for playing for 2nd and all the tiles we need to pass are risky (1m, 5m, 6p) to get to tenpai and we have 3 safe tiles to start (789s). we still have our dealer turn to make up ground if he wins so let’s defend

    good call to push! the point gain in getting 2nd (20 + hand win) or even 1st on tsumo (60 + hand win) far outweighs the -8 or -12 we would lose from directly dealing in to kamicha mangan/haneman.

  • june 3, 2026

    last night’s オカズ:

    [MeltdoWN Comet (雪雨こん)] 走りにくい

    behind on my yukiu con. so good

    how to defeat brain rot? maybe i need to chuck my phone in the water.

    yeaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

    I asked an AI if phone addiction or porn (cunny) addiction is more crippling, but it said they’re about equal. unfortunately i’m not willing to break my cunny addiction so… better figure this out. I was gonna go to work while leaving my real phone at home but I brought it with me anyway. so weak willed! I know my solution last year was to just give in to it and afk old school runescape but that’s not really a solution… but imagine the exp gains….. whoa….

    i will probably fail in about 9 hours

    well, don’t make these two cunnies sad and move them to look at your phone! though in honesty i just need to do things that are more fulfilling and purpose driven than looking at meaningless things on the internet… tfw my life isn’t fulfilling and purpose driven… ;_;

  • log 06-03-26

    i hereby declare myself excused due to subjecting myself to this garbage

  • log 06-02-26

    d8fpdmhb6vq3mv6f6fag@3

    you wouldn’t accept 2p… would you?

    NO FUCKING BALLS pussy dama ass mother fucker

    owned

    TERMINALS

    dora chucker vs ryanmen thinner

    ?????????????????????? imagine drafting me for league LMAO

    come on bro really don’t tell me i can sanshoku 789

    HONORS

    NO FUCKING BALLS pussy dama ass mother fucker

    owned

    what are we doing dude 9s > 6z before 2z

    Still 1shanten and I lose tiles to toss so yeah

    should fold entirely instead of playing smallball here

    dama san an kou dora is 9600 so riichi to 12000 doesn’t make sense. especially if…

    ka-boom

    not sure if i learned anything cause i’m in a rush!!!!!!!!!!!!! good night

  • june 2, 2026

    last night’s オカズ:

    [ココアホリック (ユイザキカズヤ)] TSメスガキオナサポ配信

    I forgot I had this book in my unread pile. Normally I’m wary of books that are primarily masturbation focused, but it was so cute! Generic story of a wagie salaryman being tired of his life and given pills to become a cute little girl.

    yes, i would absolutely take the opportunity to wake up looking like that. fortunately (or unfortunately?), i never will

    This morning I woke up at 05:00 to go to work, but I went back to sleep and left at 07:40 instead. not like I did anything productive either… ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

    i think i know who put it away actually. feel bad for them… a little bit

    I accidentally left my mug in the sink last week, so my mug got put with the rest of the generic company logo mugs. awkward

    AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW

    I missed the bus by 1 minute, so I got to walk home and watch captain play. It was looking good the 2nd game got a little ギリギリ and he couldn’t find how to push through…

    I stay, I pray

    See you in heaven, far away

    I stay, I pray

    See you in heaven one day

    Maybe If I sleep earlier I’ll use the morning more wisely tomorrow. Plus, that means I get to read a book sooner and hug my daki sooner! wow what a brilliant idea let’s fucking goooooooooooooooooooooo

    oh i have to review my mahjong log first FUCK