october 22, 2026

last night’s オカズ:

[準特注くろますく (へたれん)] 想いと溢れて狂い咲く

Apparently this is a ZZZ doujin. I originally thought it was an original work at first and I was like uhh why does the male protagonist know the heroine already??? very cute though cause she is really excited to engage in sexual conduct

powered on my pc to just check for notifications today. Spend all day working on what to do for Japan! Unfortunately my partner in crime can’t make it so now I’ll be on a solo trip… but that means I get complete freedom to myself. This will probably be the longest I’ve gone by myself so it’s a little scary but I think I’ll manage!

I was talking to a friend about soaplands earlier this week… and trying to convince myself I don’t need it… since I’m pretty good at whacking off… and I can use the money on better things… Earlier during the tax busy season I liked to joke around that once this shit is all over (and it is now) I’m gonna go to Japan and fuck some really cute/hot Japanese women to help cope through the pain of existing. And now I can follow up on that! I was a little afraid adding the contacts on LINE to make the reservations, but it was quite painless. It’ll honestly probably go much less grand than I’m expecting and I’ll prematurely cum in the first two minutes and be sad for the remainder of the session or something but FUCK IT I’m gonna ball out lol. I can say I died having tried mat play in my life. Though I am torn right now if I wanna blog about that just yet. Might be TMI and/or could be used against me in the future lol

Need to work on what to eat after comikets since I don’t wanna get out of Ariake, what I’m going to do in Tokyo, then arrange my Fukuoka day trips and lock down dinner reservations as we roll into the first week of December. It’s mainly hinging on a sushi restaurant reservation in Kitakyushu that costs 76,000¥, of which I know I can sit for on 12/1/26. lol I kinda hope I actually don’t get it now…

I was originally lamenting the lack of Dormy Inns and the in-house onsen they have at each one, but you can just find an onsen/sento nearby and it should be good enough… perhaps? I guess you do have to go outside to get back to your hotel instead of just taking the elevator back to your hotel room. I mainly booked the Hyatt hotels with Chase Sapphire reward points, otherwise I’d definitely go with Dormys where possible. Maybe next year…!?

mMmMmMmMm. I did a 24 hour fast since I last ate the udon. weight loss!?

some costco beef bulgogi. there wasn’t any left over rice so meat only

uhh it rained today so I didn’t go outside so better go outside tomorrow! (: