good evening. we will return to オカズ posting soon
making some progress on this front..
Some black folk shoved me on the train this morning but I didn’t care enough to fight back cause I was working on my anki cards to think about it. I figured it’s not worth getting shanked over something trivial since I objectively know my life is better/more important than his. But is that projecting my insecurities if I have to pretend I’m better than him to convince myself conflict isn’t worth it? I went on with my day and didn’t think too much of it, but it came up again since I thought about the day’s events.
Took a nice walk today. Here is a view of a bridge:
unfortunately, that boat is not nice
We had a happy hour out after work. I didn’t really talk though and just had some food and drink and left. Though my team already knows I’m kinda quiet and perhaps a little autistic… maybe I’m a loser for not wanting to socialize? By who? Maybe if I could talk about my real interests I could be more chatty… haha…
wondered if these fried pickles are from sysco
I was taking out the trash and I like to wonder what people looking into my room think. It’s slightly more blurry than what it looks like IRL.
is this nsfw?
stable rank expert 3
Been a little down in tile game since my 4th rate is so high. But if we don’t keep playing we won’t get better… but if we keep losing we’ll end up wasting more time on sunk costs… ;_; I guess the beatings will continue until morale improves. but even if I do de-rank… who actually cares? you? me? hmm…